ayase san interview

2011.6 DA VINCI

『kodomo　no　koro ha hontou　ni otenba　de.

mawariga oniichyantoka sinseki　mo zenin

otokonoko no ichibansita　dattandesu.

dakara zarigani tottari yama　ni nobottari

basuke wo shitari sonnakoto bakkaridesita.

ano　kawa, zitensyade tobikoerareruka? toka.』

『"kitakazetotaiyou" ha kodomonagarani

"sou nanda, hito tte sou nanda" tte omotta

kioku ga arundesuyo』<>

『syougakukou 4nensei no tokini, tenkousuru

onnanoko to hazimete kenka wo site.

riyuu ha omoidasenaindesukedo, sugoku kizu

tuite, sorekara kokoro wo tozashi chatta

toiuka... soreirai, kekkou hitomishiri ni

natteshimatte.』

『kono 2nen kurai no kotonandesu』

『toziteta kikan, nagaidesuyone?

dakedo, hontou ni soude.

futsuu ni tomodachi mo irushi, tanoshiku

yatterundesu ga, hito ni kiwotsukaisugite

omotta kotowo iwanaishi, ienai.

honne wo syaberanaikara, hito tono tukiaikata

ga wakaranai to omottetandesu, zu-tto.』

『hakketubyou de nakunaru yaku dattanode,

taijyu wo otosu tameni akizikangaaruto

hashitteta ndesukedo, mou, hashirinagara

naitete. sutoikku ni narisugite, soutou

ippai ippai deshitane.

sorega, "hotarunohikari" de kawattanndesuyo.』

『saisyo ha zibundemo "konnakoto hitomaede

hazukashikute dekinai" tte omotteta hazuga,

are? mitaina. jya-zi sugata de gorogoro

siteru si-n toka daisuki deshita.

souda souda, kouiutokoro watashinimo attatte,

dandan omoidashitekite.

soushitara mawarikaramo "akaruku nattane"

tte iwareruyouninattandesu. sokokara

hito no wa mo hirogatteitte.

zibundeha maipe-su de zubutoi to omotte

itara, igaito sensai de kinisurutaipumitai

de, nakanoii sutaffusanha, watashiga

"ha..." tte ochikonderuto,

"a! mata natteru. honto mendokusai!" tte

ittekurerundesuyo.』

『sousou, sounandesu. arigatoune,

ittekuretette. souiwareruto, kottimo

"gomen! menndokusakute" to zi ga daserukara.』

『hitoride kakaeteruto u...tte kangaechau

mono wo waraini kaerareta.

souiu nakade zibunno honne de hanasukotomo

daizinandanatte. zibunga honne de syaberi

dashitara, aitemo uketometekurete,

sousuruto konnani rakunanndatte,

yatto kiduitandesu.

soremade ha hito to kenka mo sichaikenai

tte omottetanoga, tomodachi to nakinagara

kenka shite, nakanaori shite, maeyori

nakayoku nattarishite, nanka kouiuno,

iinaatte...imasaranagara omoimashita.』